listening to: "Boom tarat tarat" (ewwwww)

mood: exhausted, stressed, lack of sleep, pressured.........(paksyit!)

time: 2:30 am (and i'm still awake)

last thing you watched?: Aquamarine (coolness movie)

O gosh....lapit na xmas...pero bakit ganun...wala na ung excitement...di nako ganun ka thrill for xmas...parang wala lang...xmas nanaman so what...maybe because wala akong gus2 na mangyari this xmas...hehehe....or maybe because i have outgrown being excited for my gifts and stuffs...hehehe...well all i can say is..."kokonti lang magreregalo saken coz im too old for it"...fuck....hehehehe...di bale....

last dec.2....that was the Graphika Manila event at SM MOA (mall of asia).....and guess what...i was soooo fuckin pissed....wanna know why?...well i just lost my 650 pesos-conference pass ticket....wtf!!!! at soobra akong nasayangan...as in dami kong namiss.....syet!....naiinis ako....kung minamalas ka nga naman....haiz...di pa rin ako makakapunta kasi pag bumili ako ng panibagong ticket doble babayaran ko...paksyet...huhuhuhu...soobrang napaiyak ako kasi naudlot ung excitement....waaaaaaa....at syempre di ko naiwasang masermonan ng mother dearie ko...haiz....sabi ng 650: "UP UP AND AWAY" (at siya'y nilipad).....huhuhuhu........so i still have to wait next year for the next conference...fuck!...

during the past few weeks i've been so stressed and pressured because of the pile of homeworks given to us....syet...pinagsabay sabay daw ba ng deadline...kakainis...1 thesis paper, 1 project proposal, and a blog-website....oh shit....i'm screwed....i've been working hard on my project proposal...and i'd never expected that it would be this hard...shet...ngaun ko lang na naexperience ung mga ganito....i've been awake for about 48 hours for the project...and soobrang nanginginig ako pag pasok sa class nung friday....yes, friday un(dapat kasi holiday)....too bad....our school never declares holiday a no class....soooo weird mun...we were having class while others were spending the day sleeping and doing nothing.....grrrrr...di ko na kinaya at napaiyak ako in front of my teacher and friends...kakahiya soobra....my eyes were soooo red (duh!)...sooo embarassing....salamat sa mga friends kong naginspire saking wag sumuko...hehehe...luvz yah...

anyweiz...tama na drama...matatapos din 2...hekhekhek....=^_^= 

doing some booring stuff...hehehe...this day was fun yet very stupid...i dunno why...i just feeel stupid right now....is it really normal when you do something stupid that you're not aware of??...weird huh?...well here's the story....during our c-break (or our college break), daf and camo had to attend a meeting with their org (at music network)....then cess had to go somewhere with his friend which left me doing nothing....so i decided to go with daf and camo and be an extra for a while...hehehe...so finally we were seated, daf told me that she thinks "*toot*" (my o-sooo crush) will be there....(because he's in a band so he's into music)...well, i just didn't care...its way more better if he'll not be there....i'd be dead....hehehe...so when they were distributing the free shirts i was like sitting there and staring at each person forming the line...hehehe...after camo and daf had finally got theirs i told them if we can go now coz i was feeling uncomfrotable being there....then suddenly someone familiar had passed my left shoulder...was that the blue t-shirt guy i saw this morning at kfc that when i see him i'd go GAGA?? oh f***!! twas him...i was like o shit! guess who's here...daf stared at me and began forming her uy-nandyan-si-*toot* smile...hahaha...and i started feeling weird already...so i told daf and camo to go na coz i can't stay long....so i went out first and when i was outside i just noticed that they didn't follow....so i was there waiting and waiting....then finally daph went out...

daph: ano ka ba? bat ka lumabas? andun siya o...

me: waaah. gus2 mo na ata akong mamatay e. di ko kakayaning tumagal sa loob.

daph: sayang! alam mo ba hinawakan niya ung upuan mo. tas kulay orange ung belt nya then color black ung boxers nya. hamak mo na miss mo lahat un? sayang!

me: waaaaaah. so stupid. di ko lang talaga kakayanin dun.

daph: diba e2 upuan naten? nandito lang sila nakaupo o. sa likod nila mOsh pit (doing the bugs bunny look).

me: waaa.. stupid.. di na ko makakapasok pa. matutunaw na ko sa hiya nyan. daph: o sige, tatawagin ko nlng sila camo then labas nlng kmi.

so i waited and waited again...then they went out...

camo: you know, he reminded me of Brendan Fraser...

daph: and lam mo ba me konti siyang hair near his lips, parang di na shave...

during my bday i decided to have a sleep over at my house together with my closest friends....and it was an unforgettable night....me, camo, daph and cess enjoyed laughing at each other....all of us were coughing our lungs out (except cess) because we were all sick...but we never bothered......hehehe....e sa nagsasaya kami e....we even wore some of the halloween costumes my tita had left me.....we took pictures of ourselves and never stopped laughing our heads out...heheehe...it was so fun....so after taking our baths we went to the other room and sang some karaoke songs....me and camo sang as loud as we can....hehehe...hope we didn't disturbed anyone...hehehe...cess enjoyed singing MYMP songs...hehehe...and daph was having fun taking pictures of us....haha!..nice one daph....anyways, after our karaoke we ate dinner...and guess what did we eat...hehehe...a bucket of jollibee fried chicken...eheheh...now that's what we call finger-lickin-good....wait kfc un dba??...ehehehe....anyways, we were all full...ehehehe...buti na lang pinayagn si cess na magovernight, coz if hindi ang dami niyang pdeng ma miss...ehehehe...after all of us had our bath we decided to watch some movies....first we watched was zathura....it was ok....we were eating popcorn in a airconditioned room...hehe...we kinda felt watching in a movie house...woohoo....the second movie we watched was the little black book....the story somewhat had a jerry-springer theme...and it was hilarious....so we watched the movie until all of us fell asleep....hehehe...cess had to go home before 7 and we promised to wake up para ihatid sya....but sad to say we never even bother waking up....(sooooooori talaga cess)..hehehe...and we really felt bad...so when i woke up she was not there....so ran hurridly outside and asked our helpers if they happened to see cess go...one said "hinatid namen sya dyan sa labas ng gate"...sabi ko..."nge, e panu nakasakay ng trike? anu sinabi nya?"...sabi ng maid namen..."sabi nya labasan"...and biglang gumaan loob ko...i really felt bad....as in...at never kong makakalimutan un....hehehe....hope cess forgives me....hehehe...so after nun daph and camo decided to stand up....then camo said..."uy, nood na tau ng kahit anong scary movie dyan, umaga na e"...in case u don't know....natatakot si camo sa mga horror movies...kaya hate niyang manood...eheheh...so we watched sukob....for me, i was scared by the movie...i dont know with them...so while watching i texted those who were going to attend my party that the assembly time will be 11 am sharp at our school....some didnt replied....some texted me na hindi sila makakpunta kasi nga me gagawin sila etc.....so parang me konting lungkot nako kasi di makakapunta ung iba and my feeling pa kong kakaiba na hindi rin makakpunta ung iba.....i started getting pissed...when we left the house para sunduin sila, me and camo were trying to call some of our classmates who can come....parang nag oon-the-spot invite na lang ako...parang ganun....and dun ko na feel na parang maiiyak na ko kasi ung iba di makakapunta kasi busy sila.....then finally, when we were almost 15 mins away sa scul, dun plng ung iba nagreply....me konting inis na ko that time e...pero me ma gagawa pa ba ako...it turned out na isa lang ung naisundo ko...kaw ba naman di ka magagalit if ung mga ineexpect mong taong pupunta sa party mo di pumunta tapos ang dami mong hinanda para sa kanila kasi nga gus2 mong maging masaya sila at ung expectation mo pa sanang magiging masaya ung party mo kasi puro friends mo ung nandun and marami kau....well, anu pa ba magagawa ko...all of them turned me down.....i was really pissed...pero kinalimutan ko na un...natapos na un....so it ended up na ako, si camo, daph and jonell lang ang kumain nung seafoods na handa ko....hay naku.....sobrang nabigo tlaga ako...haiz...well, forget about that...i have to enjoy...kahit kami2 lang...^_^...thanks daph, and camo for being there for me....so instead, my tita invited my other tita's to come over kasi kami2 lang ang kakain pero ang daming pagkain....ok na un kesa sa masayang ung pagkain no...so when we got back na lunod kaming lahat sa malalaking sugpo....hehehe...ang saya soobra...hehehe...lahat kami nabusog......hehehhe...habang nagpapahinga kami, we all went out para ihatid si jonell, kasi nga me pep squad meeting pa sya....so my tita drove us going to taft para ihatid si jonell, tapos me hinatid lang ung tita ko dun sa tito ko na malapit sa taft....after nun umuwi na kami....we passed at starbux then bumili ng maiinom....camo ordered caramel frappe, daph had green tea frappe, and i had choco cream chip frappe.....c/o tita happie to....hehehe....medyo nagjoyride kami kasi lau ng travel namen nung pauwi na kami...ehehehe...pero enjoy naman....pag balika namen sa haus medyo mag gagabi na...kaya hinatid ko na sila daph and camo sa sm southmall....it was a great day for me...kahit na medyo na nainis ako...hehehe...but i dont mind...basta ang alam ko nagenjoy ako sa party ko....ay di na pala party un...nagenjoy ako sa kainan na ginawa namen....^^....umm...that's all as of now....just like to share...teehee...

oOoh...my first post...sa soobrang excite di ko alam kung anu ilalagay ko...ehehe...niweiz.. tnx daf for introducing me this...ehehehe...come back next time for updates...ehehe...till here...^_^